shall blog abt ytd. i actually started on my hmwk!! what a great achievement!! went to the lib with nicole.. chatted more than we studied.. but did lotsa revision on e and a maths!! not bad.. now i have a whole list of the chapters that i'm gonna revise this hol.. decided that in order to have time to do those extra revision.. i really had to complete the pile of hol hmwk asap!! came home.. no one at home = no one to disturb me. and amazingly i sat down and finished my phy! by the time it was like 1 plus?? went online for a while to check if nicole was online (promised not to go online, and promised to finish our phy by ytd) and she really was.. caught her red handed :) played a few games with her.. until ard 2 plus.. then we headed to bed (i suppose).
tried to sleep but i just couldn't?? maybe it was because all lights were switched on?? i practically left the living rm, dining rm, kitchen and toilets' lights on.. and of cause, my bedroom was the brightest..:) i didn't know why i did that though.. started reading my book since it was on the bed.. it sort of kept me even more awake?
anw, i continued reading.. then at abt 3 plus, my dad (finally) came home.. continued reading and before i even realised it was alr 5 plus..(and it was still not tired!) crap..
oh ya, sunday was the first time i went to the place where my brother's camp was.. it was at the far end at sembawang.. near the sea. everyone practically looked the same!! with the same uniform with the same hairstyle that i counldn't spot my bro after he got down.. and he just got his white and blue uniform it was really nice.. for a moment i recalled the days whereby he used to play with me. and once we lied down and tried to kiss (haha.) not sure if he remembers.. but i remembered it quite clearly.. also, i remembered when he was studying for his O's.. he really studied like mad??? i'm so scared i don't want to go thru and experience the madness.. and it's like merely in a few month's time?! why do i feel i'm not stressed enough for the exams? amazingly i really want more stress.. only with stress, i'll be able to force myself to work harder. maybe stress will come when sch term starts...
tried to sleep but i just couldn't?? maybe it was because all lights were switched on?? i practically left the living rm, dining rm, kitchen and toilets' lights on.. and of cause, my bedroom was the brightest..:) i didn't know why i did that though.. started reading my book since it was on the bed.. it sort of kept me even more awake?
anw, i continued reading.. then at abt 3 plus, my dad (finally) came home.. continued reading and before i even realised it was alr 5 plus..(and it was still not tired!) crap..
oh ya, sunday was the first time i went to the place where my brother's camp was.. it was at the far end at sembawang.. near the sea. everyone practically looked the same!! with the same uniform with the same hairstyle that i counldn't spot my bro after he got down.. and he just got his white and blue uniform it was really nice.. for a moment i recalled the days whereby he used to play with me. and once we lied down and tried to kiss (haha.) not sure if he remembers.. but i remembered it quite clearly.. also, i remembered when he was studying for his O's.. he really studied like mad??? i'm so scared i don't want to go thru and experience the madness.. and it's like merely in a few month's time?! why do i feel i'm not stressed enough for the exams? amazingly i really want more stress.. only with stress, i'll be able to force myself to work harder. maybe stress will come when sch term starts...
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